Lamenting

How long Am i going
to take ,to learn the
truth

it hurts like always
it has been ages since
i got the last prick

oh white rose, don't
near me, I have
started to lament

I was born alone
I'm living alone
I wish to die alone

Adios Amigos
--ButterflyDreamer

Dark Temptation
Define me love ,I wish to learn
I have seek it everywhere.
there are versions that i don't understand
as the rules 0f civilization

Am I being owned as possessions
can I only love when I'm not bound
This is a temptation i can't
resist as you engulf me all over

I seek love so i ask to you
Is it sin to fall in love
again when I'm in love
with an another

-ButterflyDreamer

The unspoken words

Here we are leaving the coffee
turning cold as our hearts become
we are here to bid adieu to all
the love we made is to buried
among all our past

your smile express the grin
the hatred grown out of love
the wickedness that broke my wings
yet i long to hold your hands

my wings will sprout to fly
again as the new butterfly
I'll fall in love to speak
to speak the unspoken words
of my love

-  ButterflyDreamer

The Silent Fall

This is Through the same way
I've walked in my past
at least a thousand times
The pain and pleasure are like the
seasons on my road.

blooming roses, bright skies
stars to dream,along with
hopeless times have vanished
Still i hold my breath to
live long, with my desire to
find the true one


I'm lame ,I can't walk
I crawl my way to cross
I feel the mirage coming
the countless times just
as before


yet now I'm struggling to
move ,not an inch through
i have made an advance
the path is unchanged
yet.........


I've taken the Silent fall
beyond what i can bear
i never need the stars
my roses let them not wither

-Butterfly Dreamer

The Masks
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I obey, I kneel, I respect
The daughter

I learn, I strive, I gain
The Student

I create, I nourish, I protect
The Mother

I lean, I support, I guide
The Friend

I giggle, I share, I care
The Sister

I order, I organize, I plan
The Leader

I feel, I express, I write
The Poet

I find, I try, I crack
The Technocrat

I live, I cherish, I adore
The Lover

My masks melt away
While you stare deep
In to my eyes
I’m me for you
Only the soul lasts
Stripping away the
Roles of my life.

-ButterflyDreamer

The Vanity and Love
Dissolving in to the vanity the mind
Feels neither the pain nor the pleasure
I feel the poison deep routing through
Me, yet I sink in the eternal dreams
Me and me
Vanishing dots at the endpoint captures
The raving mind. All these hardships
And sacrifices offered are they worthy
Of the pulse I long to hear, deaf to reality
You and you
In the infinity the way ends with no sideways
I take this channel along with you
No prophecy can fore tell the life holds
We walk in the path of sins with no guilt
All I see is never ending journey ahead
You and me
The dreams of u
-ButterflyDreamer

The burning soul
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The roots of my desire are barefaced
The bruise of the past are forgotten
I'm ready to be hurt again
hit me hit me, harder this time
i wish to live with you,as the
flesh and the blood,your love
feeds my life source


The traces of your footsteps are sharper
The pains in my heart is numb now
i have nothing to lose
win me win me, my senses seek you
life without you is useless
is there a body without soul alive
so can i live without you

The ebbing emotions are dried out
all that counts is you and the
rest of my world revolves around you
stop me stop me,from the self destruction
all i ask is your love
nothing more or nothing less
just love me for what i am


i burn my soul for your love
love me love me love me

-Butterfly Dreamer